you haven’t done it cause you couldn’t.   But maybe you can do it now. Maybe you can’t.   Yeah, I’m going to a therapy. I see where my life is going. And it’s a very. very bad place to end.   But this shit still can be fixed.   you guys take care

It’s been two weeks since my last post. We were at a punk rock festival and combined it with a bachelor party for my brother. We dressed up as 80′s heavy metal fans. It was fun. I was wasted for two days straight though. A week after that my brother got married. It was a [...]

I’m home alone for the whole week. Last weekend was good. Went to a concert of Architecture in Helsinki on Thursday, a dubstep/reggae party  on Friday, a walk, bike ride and a movie “Waste Land” on Saturday and Street Art workshops on Sunday. I’m still very awkward talking to people. But I do not judge [...]

Went to another city to work. As my company consists of freelancers spread all over the country, I’ve decided to pay a visit to my friend and co-worker. I’ve figured it would make some kind of difference to otherwise monotonous time. But it’s just for a couple of days.   It was my birthday yesterday. [...]

As the Sun is blazing constantly, baking people stuck in the city traffic, tanning those at the beach, I feel inadequate. I should be driving towards sea coast with my friends, cheering, celebrating every beautiful moment. But I’m far away from people I’ve always called my friends. Not geographically but mentally. My phone is dead [...]