Fuck, it’s been a long while since I wrote here. And I thought it was time. I have felt like I’ve had nothing to share with you men for a while, and when I felt I had something to share. I was busy sharing it with the world, and fighting for things that I wanted, [...]

I’m not very reliable. I get easily distracted. I’ll spend 3/4 of a day playing Battlefield, or on Facebook, avoiding a task that I can nail, because I can nail it. Or I’ll get drunk and then start writing my essay/assignment, or atleast that’s what I did in college. The real world doesn’t work like [...]

Today is the first day of no more challenges and tasks from “Be Powerful” for me. As of current I’m lying in my girlfriends bed hungover whilst she’s in the shower (after some delightful morning sex). The biggest thing I’m noticing is I don’t feel feel different. Be Powerful hasn’t suddenly made me a sex [...]

I just saw a friend I hadn’t seen in a few months. She’s been doing it tough, feeling fucked up, and has alienated herself. I remember that. I remember being like that, and I really felt for her. It’s days like today that serve as reminders of where I was, where I’ve come from, and [...]

My ego’s burning itself up, and taking me with it. I have a lot of power right now, I’m doing what I love, and well it may not be paying me much (i.e. fuck all), but I’m enjoying it. Despite that I’m frustrated, even when I’m kicking ass, because I’m always wanting more, I’m getting [...]